Well, my boyfriend came down this weekend, but he had to leave today. But before he left, he PROPOSED to me! And of course, I said yes.

You know what? I like Pizza.

I am so afraid. I had a period this weekend, but it was super short, as in it started on Saturday when I woke up and ended either Sunday night or Monday morning. Now I'm really scared because i had bad cramps for about one to one and a half weeks before and they were REALLY bad cramps because they lasted long and were subtle but felt like they were very deep inside. My eating habits for the last two months have been worse than they were. I am always hungry. Whenever I try to eat and get full, I always get hungry in like 5 minutes, even if I am full. I hate it. And then, Michael hasn't even try to contact me since Thanksgiving.

Today me and Dustin were at it again, but today he said that really pissed me off. He said all i was good for was sitting and shutting up. That set me off and i went over and was yelling at him, even though I was shorter than him. Then I kind of pushed him back a little, but then he stepped toward me. That is when Michael's brother, Malcolm showed up out of nowhere and started telling Dustin off. He told him that he should try to mess with a girl. And then Dustin said that Malcolm doesn't know me. And then Malcolm said that it doesn't matter. I'm still a chic. He's so protective of his friends. And his brother's friends. And his brother's chic, like me. I wish I could marry Michael so that I could be related to Malcolm forever. He is a good protecter.

I was just looking back at all my old entries and half the things I don't remember until i read them. Like, the guy Daniel from last year in 2005, i didn't remember who he was until i saw that there was a new red-head in a earlier entry. I barely remember him until right now. There are only those things that trigger a memory, like that. And then there are those things that are supposed to trigger a memory but never do.

Well, I am back online I guess. I bought 4 Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comic books this weekend. I love them! They're awesome! Unfortually, I got #1, #3, #4, & #6. I need to get #2, #5, and #7. And Squee's book. I have got to collect everything of Gir, Nny, and Squee. I need too!!! And my boyfriend will get them for me. I know he will!

I have been with him for 1 month and three days today and he's the sweetest guy I have ever met. He lives 300 miles away, half across the state, but he has already come down twice, including on our 1 month anniversary. He brought flowers and a bear from the bus station there. And he took me shopping on Friday and we bought me all the Gir stuff that I basically wanted except for a couple. I mean, he got me a Gir action figure that talks, a Gir cell phone charm, Gir lip balm, and we almost got the Gir messanger bag. But he didn't have enough money. But whatever. He still made me happy just by coming down. And then we went to the Riverwalk. And we bought a little sweatband for his 3 year old daughter, that's not technically his, but he treats her as is own. But i don't care. I still love him no matter.

Let's just say that i have a lot of sh** going in my life right now. i won't update much. i won't be on much anymore, either. so, goodbye. goodbye.

I know i don't update much anymore, but i'm sorry because i haven't been feeling that good anymore and i know that nobody really reads this such as no one visits my site or that no one really cares abuot me. it'll be a while till the next update unless someone comments back. otherwise, no more updates till i turn 17 (that'll be Next February if you care)

I have a new novel that started out as a short story. It's called "Only Them". It's about a football player who falls in love with an outcast. I'm on chapter 3 right now.

I know i haven't updated much. Let's see. I have a new boyfriend. His name is Timothy. He's 14 and I'm 16. But it's all good because he looks like Geoff mixed with John; acts and is like John; treats me like John/Geoff/Matt did; and is Pudgy's age. But he is a very bad kisser. At least he'll make out with me. He probably didn't kiss me that good because he smokes. I'm hopefully getting new converses soon because these are following apart so badly. I hope to get new clothes because i need more black.

Okay...the idea is to put an x next to what applies to you...this was made by guys.

[x] 1. we love axe body spray

[ ] 2. we're as afraid of you as you are of us

[x] 3. we try to impress you most of the time

[x] 4. we flirt a lot if we like you, but not always

[ ] 5. we flirt a lot. period.

[ ] 6. the only things we like more than you are shoes

[ ] 7. we dont understand "guy talk"

[x] 8. we LOVE hugs

[x] 9. we hate it when you're ignorant

[ ] 10. we're girly all the time

[ ] 11. we hate hardcore action movies

[ ] 12. we giggle 24/7

[x] 13. we are scared of almost anything

[x] 14. we don't always like the "tall dark and handsome" guy

[x] 15. music is our life =)

[ ] 16. you see our myspace layout? its our 865412875th one

[ ] 17. we ARE self concious

[x] 18. our personalities change in high school

[x] 19. we have celebrity crushes

[x] 20. we're scared of clowns

[x] 21. and we're scared of the dark

[x] 22. and we're scared of spiders

[x] 23. we LOVE horror movies

[x] 24. we like it when you give us cute pet names

[x] 25. we sometimes take things a lot more seriously then we should

[ ] 26. we run around our house in tank tops and our underwear

[x] 27. during sleep overs, we talk about the guys we'd go out with.......and the guys we are going out with......and we also talk about the guys we've gone out with

[x]28. we're not very athletic

[ ] 29. we trust you more than some of our girl friends

[ ] 30. we are conceited, we just don't like to admit it

[ ] 31. we cover ourselves in foundation

[x] 32. no matter how nice we are, we CAN be brats

[ ] 33. we LOVE being scared

[x] 34. cuddling is our specialty

[x] 35. we love cars

[x] 36. we hate a lot of people

[ ] 37. we cat fight

[x] 38. we scream when we're mad

[ ] 39. we squeal when we break a nail

[x] 40. we BREAK things when we're mad

[ ] 42. the food in expensive resturaunts always tastes better

[x] 43. bubble baths soothe us

[ ] 44. when we dont know what to say on the phone, we sigh

[x] 45. we CAN BE serious people

[x] 46. our hair is part of who we are

[x] 47. we can eat a lot... even though we might not around you

[ ] 48. we hate cartoons

[x] 49. our phones are one of our best friends

[ ] 50. we love the color pink

To go with my new boyfriend, I have written two Lover's poems. They are called "Lover's Poem" and "Lover's Dream". My new boyfriend's name is Chris and he's really cute and really sweet. We've been going out for like 6 days now. I love him. I don't know why I love him so soon, but I actually do love him. I miss him. I haven't seen him for 5 days. I wish he was here. I really, really miss him.

I have finished my other story, "Jacob's Problem". I have also started another series, The Band Series. Right now, there's "Band Camp", "Band Talk", and "Band Locker". I'll get them uploaded as soon as I can. Thanks. See more later. Write more later.

You're Nny! You're psychotic and kind of evil, but
somewhere in there is an emotion. Good luck
finding it.


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And yet, all the people shall die a slow painful death as they wither away within my hands. Muh, ha, ha!

Sorry, just had to write that. Anyways, i'll write more later.

I have 2 benchmarks today and I have another one tomorrow. It has been verified. I will answer if somebody calls when I'm sleeping, except my boyfriend of course. I don't know why. I just don't. Anyways, I'm now talking to this really cute guy named Daniel. He's a varisty football player and a senior. I hope he likes me back because i really like him. I can't be near Geoff. It has been confirmed. I might kill him. I almost did today. I was so close. I almost had him. I will get him one of these day. Muh! muh! ha! Love ya. Bye.